Last week, David and I went on an L and M Bus Tour. We went to two art museums, one in Princeton, and one on the Rutgers University campus in North Brunswick. The museums were fine examples of what they ought to be, but it was the emotional resonance of being back in familiar territory that got to me.
Princeton is much more cosmopolitan than I thought. Oh, sure, the university is still there, and always will be, but either my memory misperceives things or the town has expanded considerably since I was last in it, decades ago. I mean, Labyrinth Books! I have GOT to go in there, sometime. I bet Joyce Carol Oates hangs out there
Now, the Rutgers visit was more personal for me, because I inhabited this campus during my youth. Not so much as a student--Rutgers was the only school I ever applied to that turned me down!!!!!!!!!!!--but, in those days, one could wander the campus, see the bookstore, and use the library for your own research. Of course, if one was not a student, one could not take out books, but that did not matter, then. Now, I am sure only those matriculated can gain access to the library and its materials. How times have changed.
In the picture you can see part of the road we traveled, and those arches over the Raritan River, which were part of my life since infancy. And from New Brunswick, down by the highway leading to Albany Stret, one can see Highland Park across the river. That is when I wanted to cry. Highland Park will always be a part of me, but I can never go back there. Even sadder is the realization that, in my absence, the town has gone on, without me. That is a bitter pill to swallow.
Still, I was glad for this glimpse of Highland Park. It is still there and always will be, a secret kind of place like Brigadoon. I guess that is what makes it special.
Having read the Thomas Wolfe book, I can say he was right. "You Can't Go Home Again."
Cheers, darlings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








